sometimes i feel like eyore(sp?)... "thanks for noticing me"
So. Friday night. Five out of the six of us sat down and had a big bitchfest talk and got everything out. I told everyone how I've been feeling. And they told me they heard I said stuff to other people about them and now they don't trust me. Ah, the joys of being a girl.
I really have never been told by friends that I cannot be trusted before. It's been exactly the opposite actually... I've always been the trustworthy one. I talked to Mom about it and she agrees with me that it's just been blown so out of proportion not only by anger and hurt, but by time, since a lot of the things that led to me being angry and them not trusting me happened a long time ago. Whatever. Supposedly the air is clear and things are better. CJ was downright friendly to me yesterday which hasn't happened in ages, so we'll see how long this lasts. We went to the hockey game last night with CJ's family which was... fun. We had a pretty low-key weekend. The bitchfest Friday night was followed by a movie and friendly chitchat. Last night was the hockey game, then pizza and a movie. Today everyone has been nice so far. Miss and I are going to church together later. I think Katie and I have worked stuff out but I'm not really sure. It's such an awkward time for us. Things are still fresh and it's hard to let go of hurt and anger that easily. But whatever. We shall see how the rest of the semester goes.
Kevin and I are good now too... although I am a bit concerned about him turning down sex, hahaha. Goofball.
I guess I should get some work done now. Peas!
I really have never been told by friends that I cannot be trusted before. It's been exactly the opposite actually... I've always been the trustworthy one. I talked to Mom about it and she agrees with me that it's just been blown so out of proportion not only by anger and hurt, but by time, since a lot of the things that led to me being angry and them not trusting me happened a long time ago. Whatever. Supposedly the air is clear and things are better. CJ was downright friendly to me yesterday which hasn't happened in ages, so we'll see how long this lasts. We went to the hockey game last night with CJ's family which was... fun. We had a pretty low-key weekend. The bitchfest Friday night was followed by a movie and friendly chitchat. Last night was the hockey game, then pizza and a movie. Today everyone has been nice so far. Miss and I are going to church together later. I think Katie and I have worked stuff out but I'm not really sure. It's such an awkward time for us. Things are still fresh and it's hard to let go of hurt and anger that easily. But whatever. We shall see how the rest of the semester goes.
Kevin and I are good now too... although I am a bit concerned about him turning down sex, hahaha. Goofball.
I guess I should get some work done now. Peas!