taking a break...
I've been nursing a headache the past few days, mostly because I keep trying to push some thoughts out of my head. Good thing the PASes are so good in making you forget your worries. Even for a short time. (Bawal na gamot na djan!)
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How much should you trust your instinct? Hindi ko na kasi alam kung ano gagawin ko, o kung may dapat ba ako gawin. Do you ever get the feeling that something wrong's going on? And then you keep asking and asking and all they ever tell you is everything's fine. But then you notice inconsistencies, and they stop answering your questions by distracting you with questions of your own. And sometimes, you can't control your temper anymore at napipikon ka na. Pero pag tinanong ka kung bakit ka naiinis, hindi mo naman masabi na you have doubts over what they are telling you.
Pero, what if, you actually see signs (or is it proof?) that they really are hiding something from you? What would you do then? How can tell them that you're not as dumb as they think you are without starting another fight? O baka naman dapat, you shouldn't be afraid to get into a fight?
Hayyy....hirap no?
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And just to share something I've learned recently - it it still much better to be with people that make you happy than to go to people who offer nothing but a famous name.
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Back to work muna. Still need to revise the Accent curriculum.
*sigh*