(no subject)
Winter Break is Over! Im sad but at the same time glad to be back at school. Ive noticed I get really depressed over school breaks. I dont do anything. I just rot in my room. And sleep until 3 in the afternoon. It kinda sucks and makes me really irritable, like I close myself off and get isolated from the rest of the world. I dropped five pounds over break, I mean dont you usually gain weight? Whatever Im happy to be back in the merry sunshine! : ]
Im also in an "out" with my family. More specifically my aunt, I hate her alot right now, but my whole family is pissing me off. I came home one day to find my computer had been moved downstairs. BUMMER. So I decided to protest by shutting them out. I didnt talk to them for a week, or eat with them, basically I didnt leave my room. I even ordered my first pizza all by myself. Big accomplishment, I know. So this lasted until about yesterday (a whole week) when I was making cucumber sandwhiches and a bananna smoothie. I tried to offer my aunt some and she rudely declined, practically yelling at me , and then it escalated and she really was yelling at me about god knows what. She's all "You screwed up big time, You owe me, I can show you scary, scary is having your cell phone service shut off (I refuse to hand over my cell cause they didnt pay for it), I think you have something to confess to me, You owe it to me to be curtious, Blah Blah Blah...." Im just standing there with my mouth open going what the hell did I do, I dont even know, how am I supposed to confess if I dont even know what to own up to, and I thought about this for a long time and couldnt come up with anything. They are the ones who screwed up big time. "Dont mess with the bull, you'll get the horns!" So yeah I dont know what I did, but she is also playing the silent game and lets exclude Calle and not invite her to dinner or whatever fun things we are doing or pay for her terribly needed hair-cut. I dont even care right now. Im gonna have a break from them for 4 whole days! Yay! They also set up mousetraps in the garage which Im totally against, its very inhumane, so I set one off and moved the food off the other one. It was so scary when it snapped it flew like a foot in the air. I hate those things. I mean we should get the door fixed not kill the mice just because they found a safe place to go, If we have to kill them at least do it by letting the cats out, thats a natural part of life, plus it wasnt by my hand. God, Im just a hippie animal-lover.
Im also in an "out" with my family. More specifically my aunt, I hate her alot right now, but my whole family is pissing me off. I came home one day to find my computer had been moved downstairs. BUMMER. So I decided to protest by shutting them out. I didnt talk to them for a week, or eat with them, basically I didnt leave my room. I even ordered my first pizza all by myself. Big accomplishment, I know. So this lasted until about yesterday (a whole week) when I was making cucumber sandwhiches and a bananna smoothie. I tried to offer my aunt some and she rudely declined, practically yelling at me , and then it escalated and she really was yelling at me about god knows what. She's all "You screwed up big time, You owe me, I can show you scary, scary is having your cell phone service shut off (I refuse to hand over my cell cause they didnt pay for it), I think you have something to confess to me, You owe it to me to be curtious, Blah Blah Blah...." Im just standing there with my mouth open going what the hell did I do, I dont even know, how am I supposed to confess if I dont even know what to own up to, and I thought about this for a long time and couldnt come up with anything. They are the ones who screwed up big time. "Dont mess with the bull, you'll get the horns!" So yeah I dont know what I did, but she is also playing the silent game and lets exclude Calle and not invite her to dinner or whatever fun things we are doing or pay for her terribly needed hair-cut. I dont even care right now. Im gonna have a break from them for 4 whole days! Yay! They also set up mousetraps in the garage which Im totally against, its very inhumane, so I set one off and moved the food off the other one. It was so scary when it snapped it flew like a foot in the air. I hate those things. I mean we should get the door fixed not kill the mice just because they found a safe place to go, If we have to kill them at least do it by letting the cats out, thats a natural part of life, plus it wasnt by my hand. God, Im just a hippie animal-lover.