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[chud_face]

Im past the point of trying
You'd all probably raher see me dying...
in some fucked up unconventional way

I let everything build up
Choke me up even
Maybe ill have one more drink
Everything looks better when im canned

Tommorrow ill wake up
band bang

Reality hits hard

I should just let go
And realise maybe its just not that bigger deal

One more drink

One last final cut

xx