The only way. Everything is gonna be- go on, kid, get to bed. You look so tired.
I, too, am tired of being the heavy in everybody's life. I think I have become better at it, but I still have a long way to go. These feelings are definatley not brought up by current events. It has been this way for a long time. One would think that changing things is easy as just doing it but it ain't. I finished death of a salseman last night and I cried. Boy oh boy did I cry.
"He's a man way out there in the blue, riding on a smile and a shoeshine. And when they stop smiling back-that's an earthquake."
But you were able to better a day I would have otherwised rued. I don't know how you did it considering that I was totally predisposed to be mad. But you were able to do it, and I don't deserve it. Especially after what I said, I regret it and I always do. Like I said, this isn't a feeling just brought up by current events.
I hope that you all can hear the hope in my voice, because its there. It may seem like I'm at rock bottom but I know that the good times are just around the corner.
"He's a man way out there in the blue, riding on a smile and a shoeshine. And when they stop smiling back-that's an earthquake."
But you were able to better a day I would have otherwised rued. I don't know how you did it considering that I was totally predisposed to be mad. But you were able to do it, and I don't deserve it. Especially after what I said, I regret it and I always do. Like I said, this isn't a feeling just brought up by current events.
I hope that you all can hear the hope in my voice, because its there. It may seem like I'm at rock bottom but I know that the good times are just around the corner.