Dracula was a metaphor for jewish people
Second post of the day, I know, but I kind of ended the other one early because I was tired. This one is going to be weird.
I'm chuck staton, and i'm the perfect example of the stereotypical bad girl
i'm so sick of the world. people are too tired to argue. people are too busy with shit they don't care about. i don't give a shit about something that's neccessary to get you by if you hate it.
And I AM biased. so what? Every person in the world has to be biased some way. Every person in the world has to exist in their own personal world of ideals and personal experience. asking me to operate and live while thinking of other's people's situations is like asking a doctor to perform surgery from the point of view of a garbageman. people forget that. there's so many frustrations and so many things people don't realize that my head is like a freeway with SUVs and tractor trailers and minivans and mack trucks of ideas and rants and gripes and songs and ideas to fuck with people and writings and theories and bleck.
to me, everyone has something wrong with them, and everyone has something right with them, and thats the fucking ultimate conflict.
But everyone has a different point of view, different lists of priorities, everything is different for everyone. Where am I going with this? I dont know man! You see, YOUR priority might be to read this and get to a solution, but MY priority is just to get you thinking!
people have got to stop trying to replace things to make them better. they have to stop removing things and putting other things in their in place. everything you will experience will have high's and low's, good's and bad's. positive traits and negative traits.
you've got to learn to live with things, to deal with things. you tell me something that's NEVER going to give you a hard time, something that's NEVER going to make you deal with something you don't want to deal with. There's nothing!
I may be bi-polar (and by that, I do mean I MAY BE bi-polar - I dont know if i am) and this fuels my nonsense. I'm enraged and I'm tranquil. I'm cynical but I'm positive!
This is how I seem to work. I see the good and bad of everything. And I might be crazy, but that is how you HAVE to fuckin live. If you know something works on 100 levels, but doesn't work on 1 level, shut the fuck up and be happy.
That's rare and you're lucky. People cater to their sadness, they feed their depression. When you say you're depressed, it's supposed to be implied that it's not something you WANT, something you WISH you didn't have, but at the same time, so many people do everything they can to keep their depression around. They focus on the bad. They think about the bad. They talk about the bad. Everything is a contest of who's more fucked, who's has more difficulties, who lives a more unhappy life.
The lottery winner of the deepest shit there is.
Well fuck that.
I pride myself on the things I'm blessed with. I'm happy about the breaks that I get. I'm proud of the things that do go my way.
Focus on the good. Live your life talking about the sun while the clouds are out, not complaining on a nice day that it's supposed to rain soon.
And apparently I have a point. I dont know man, it just seems so easy to be like "i laughed at Jordan fall down today" then to be like "next week I have to write a 5 page paper".
There are so many good things in life, no matter where you are or what you do. Everyone has little shit that makes them happy. A certain part of a certain song. A certain scene in a certain movie. A food, a memory, a picture, cleaning your room - maybe you like to organize shit? Do it!
Pop in the movie you like, cook the food you want, make yourself a mix CD.
Call someone that you know loves you, and say "I love you" to them for no reason, and think of how much that will brighten their day.
I don't know. I'm so sick of this constant misery everyone wants to live with. Everyone LOVES to be sad. Being broken-hearted is soooooo cool. Everyone's favorite quotes are about pain and about how sad you are. there's like no quotes about how happy you can be at all times if you really want to be.
you've got to learn to appreciate what you have.
You.
Yes you.
Think about everything. Think about everyone in your life. Think about everything that's happenned and everything that's going to happen.
You HAVE to live life. You HAVE to.
Realize that there's no alternative.
Make it work, because it definitely can.
dude i am so excited for the release of the S*D album and the VBW DVD. this is for every person who didn't believe in me. this is for every person who thought that i was all talk. this is going to blow everyone away. it's so good. the sweetest revenge is a life well-lived.
i'm also very in love right now, so it's making me feel silly
this feeling is precious
-chuckstaton
I'm chuck staton, and i'm the perfect example of the stereotypical bad girl
i'm so sick of the world. people are too tired to argue. people are too busy with shit they don't care about. i don't give a shit about something that's neccessary to get you by if you hate it.
And I AM biased. so what? Every person in the world has to be biased some way. Every person in the world has to exist in their own personal world of ideals and personal experience. asking me to operate and live while thinking of other's people's situations is like asking a doctor to perform surgery from the point of view of a garbageman. people forget that. there's so many frustrations and so many things people don't realize that my head is like a freeway with SUVs and tractor trailers and minivans and mack trucks of ideas and rants and gripes and songs and ideas to fuck with people and writings and theories and bleck.
to me, everyone has something wrong with them, and everyone has something right with them, and thats the fucking ultimate conflict.
But everyone has a different point of view, different lists of priorities, everything is different for everyone. Where am I going with this? I dont know man! You see, YOUR priority might be to read this and get to a solution, but MY priority is just to get you thinking!
people have got to stop trying to replace things to make them better. they have to stop removing things and putting other things in their in place. everything you will experience will have high's and low's, good's and bad's. positive traits and negative traits.
you've got to learn to live with things, to deal with things. you tell me something that's NEVER going to give you a hard time, something that's NEVER going to make you deal with something you don't want to deal with. There's nothing!
I may be bi-polar (and by that, I do mean I MAY BE bi-polar - I dont know if i am) and this fuels my nonsense. I'm enraged and I'm tranquil. I'm cynical but I'm positive!
This is how I seem to work. I see the good and bad of everything. And I might be crazy, but that is how you HAVE to fuckin live. If you know something works on 100 levels, but doesn't work on 1 level, shut the fuck up and be happy.
That's rare and you're lucky. People cater to their sadness, they feed their depression. When you say you're depressed, it's supposed to be implied that it's not something you WANT, something you WISH you didn't have, but at the same time, so many people do everything they can to keep their depression around. They focus on the bad. They think about the bad. They talk about the bad. Everything is a contest of who's more fucked, who's has more difficulties, who lives a more unhappy life.
The lottery winner of the deepest shit there is.
Well fuck that.
I pride myself on the things I'm blessed with. I'm happy about the breaks that I get. I'm proud of the things that do go my way.
Focus on the good. Live your life talking about the sun while the clouds are out, not complaining on a nice day that it's supposed to rain soon.
And apparently I have a point. I dont know man, it just seems so easy to be like "i laughed at Jordan fall down today" then to be like "next week I have to write a 5 page paper".
There are so many good things in life, no matter where you are or what you do. Everyone has little shit that makes them happy. A certain part of a certain song. A certain scene in a certain movie. A food, a memory, a picture, cleaning your room - maybe you like to organize shit? Do it!
Pop in the movie you like, cook the food you want, make yourself a mix CD.
Call someone that you know loves you, and say "I love you" to them for no reason, and think of how much that will brighten their day.
I don't know. I'm so sick of this constant misery everyone wants to live with. Everyone LOVES to be sad. Being broken-hearted is soooooo cool. Everyone's favorite quotes are about pain and about how sad you are. there's like no quotes about how happy you can be at all times if you really want to be.
you've got to learn to appreciate what you have.
You.
Yes you.
Think about everything. Think about everyone in your life. Think about everything that's happenned and everything that's going to happen.
You HAVE to live life. You HAVE to.
Realize that there's no alternative.
Make it work, because it definitely can.
dude i am so excited for the release of the S*D album and the VBW DVD. this is for every person who didn't believe in me. this is for every person who thought that i was all talk. this is going to blow everyone away. it's so good. the sweetest revenge is a life well-lived.
i'm also very in love right now, so it's making me feel silly
this feeling is precious
-chuckstaton