One of those lifetimes

[chucksh]

I am seriously the last person to be a Drama Queen or King about anything at all. That's not my style. But even I, late at night, sometimes, especially during the last month or so, just feel like Screaming and fucking smashing my face against a wall in frustration.

Also because I can Fucking see my fate in front of me..and my fate is long days, hard work, no enjoyment and a lifetime of regret.

Its so close I can taste it.