Another Day... another dollar
Well, today was yet another day at work that I didn't expect to be as long as it was. I guess I was tired because I didn't get much sleep last night.
There is a guy I will call "Opportunity M" who I have been speaking to online, but have never met, who out of the blue decides to show up at my house late last night to "hang out". He's a really nice guy, but I was really tired and I didn't really feel like entertaining anyone. I felt bad because I ended up asking him to leave because I wanted to go to bed. I think he had other intentions. He mentioned tonight he was just going to show up tonight, and that he would sleep in my bed but only if I slept on top of him. Is that forward or what? lol
I spoke with Josh today for a brief second. I was/am afraid of turning into stalker/friend. You know the type that you hang out a couple of times, and then its like you can't get enough of the other person? Well I am sure he has had enough of me. He did call me tonight to apologize for not being accessible, but that he would make an effort to spend some time with me on Saturday... Yay! His birthday is tomorrow. Happy Birthday Josh.
Speaking of friends, I am either not a very good one or I am just not anyone's cup of tea. I have a friend I work with whom I enjoy spending time with and hanging out with. It is scary because we have so much in common, but there is a slight age issue. Nothing to stress upon or alarm about, but we are very different people who seem very the same. For example, he introduced me to "Once upon a time in Mexico" which is an awesome movie I hope to own someday. We are in the middle of watching it, and he has to leave to go see his girlfriend. Ohhh Okay. Then we make plans to have breakfast, watch movies, or something and he has to leave right away due to one reason or another. I think it's me. I think I am making him to uncomfortable. He is straight and I think the fact that I am ambiguous makes him not like hanging out with me. I almost feel sometimes like Mandy Moore in "A walk to remember..." I call him too to hang out... no answer. No callback. Hmmm. I guess I should take the hint. I am going to take his movie back to him tomorrow and that should be my closure. Real friends can't go days without talking. Its killing me. I guess I need to pick better friends.
I think I am going to bed, I had an exhaustive choir rehearsal tonight. I haven't gone in quite awhile due to my wonderful boss and his crappy scheduling. Oh well, hopefully someday he will get it right.
ttfn...
There is a guy I will call "Opportunity M" who I have been speaking to online, but have never met, who out of the blue decides to show up at my house late last night to "hang out". He's a really nice guy, but I was really tired and I didn't really feel like entertaining anyone. I felt bad because I ended up asking him to leave because I wanted to go to bed. I think he had other intentions. He mentioned tonight he was just going to show up tonight, and that he would sleep in my bed but only if I slept on top of him. Is that forward or what? lol
I spoke with Josh today for a brief second. I was/am afraid of turning into stalker/friend. You know the type that you hang out a couple of times, and then its like you can't get enough of the other person? Well I am sure he has had enough of me. He did call me tonight to apologize for not being accessible, but that he would make an effort to spend some time with me on Saturday... Yay! His birthday is tomorrow. Happy Birthday Josh.
Speaking of friends, I am either not a very good one or I am just not anyone's cup of tea. I have a friend I work with whom I enjoy spending time with and hanging out with. It is scary because we have so much in common, but there is a slight age issue. Nothing to stress upon or alarm about, but we are very different people who seem very the same. For example, he introduced me to "Once upon a time in Mexico" which is an awesome movie I hope to own someday. We are in the middle of watching it, and he has to leave to go see his girlfriend. Ohhh Okay. Then we make plans to have breakfast, watch movies, or something and he has to leave right away due to one reason or another. I think it's me. I think I am making him to uncomfortable. He is straight and I think the fact that I am ambiguous makes him not like hanging out with me. I almost feel sometimes like Mandy Moore in "A walk to remember..." I call him too to hang out... no answer. No callback. Hmmm. I guess I should take the hint. I am going to take his movie back to him tomorrow and that should be my closure. Real friends can't go days without talking. Its killing me. I guess I need to pick better friends.
I think I am going to bed, I had an exhaustive choir rehearsal tonight. I haven't gone in quite awhile due to my wonderful boss and his crappy scheduling. Oh well, hopefully someday he will get it right.
ttfn...