This is really my fourth attempt at a journal
I think that for every time you make a journal entry on Live Journal and then it erases, or crashes, that they should give you $5.00 because I would have $20.00 right now.
Each time I would write, I told of a huge backstory of how Chris, Julie, Eddie and Shawn and I became friends. Now being that I have told myself over and over in writing this the story, I just don't feel like writing about it again. Only in recap can I say that the one friend who brought us all together and introduced us all, who would get angry with me for associating with his friends (or be jealous) and who I would have bent over backwards to do anything for has dropped off the face of the Earth... for everyone. You all know who I am talking about. He never calls, and when he does, the friendship ensues for a week then it's gone. His mother says she never hears from him either. Go figure. He's not in Florida, but he seems just as far away.
I had a great weekend. I got to see Chris and Shawn and had a great time. I learned how time can really make you miss how things used to be, although due to certain circumstances, there wasn't much interaction before. I was always there, somewhere. Not very many people get to see the real me. It's funny, ya know? I had a great dinner on Saturday with Chris, then we went to Meijers and Best Buy for a little shopping, promptly followed by Circle of Death, Catch Phrase, Drunk Driver, and HBO. It was nice that Shawn stopped by. He looks more and more like a band guy from some MTV music video every time I see him. I talked to him last night on the phone for a bit. He and his really sweet girlfriend had a good time, and I am glad!
Julie and Eddy have been acting different lately. It's almost like every moment that we get together, there is something on their minds, that they are afraid to talk about. But, it's as though they just want to shout out "let us live our lives". It's hard, because I can always tell when people are sad, and I have this sinking suspicion that something is wrong, but I can't put my finger on it. Julie and Eddy will tell me when they are ready, and I'll be here.
I went out to Tiki Bobs with Chris and Sarah and Sarah. It was really cool, I felt like I had returned to my stomping grounds, but the crowd felt different. It has taken on a bit of a new life there, but I got to buy Chris a Purple Rain (my favorite drink) and watch Chris dance like the white guy trapped inside just raging to come out and holla "what up doh!". We retreated to the Rams Horn after for some fun and frolic, and then I took my Sarah home. I made a quick stop at my friends house and didn't get home until about 4:30 am. Wouldn't have been so bad, but I had to be at work at 9 am on Wednesday. When I got to work, I knew I was having a visit from our Regional Manager. She got there at about 4:00 pm. We didn't get our stuff completed due to our computers are outdated and crashed. She ended up leaving to go to Toledo due to time constraints and we couldn't fix it. I left work at 11:30 pm. So on 4 hours of sleep I worked until 14.5 hours. Yes, I was exhausted. Debbie told me not to come in today, and she was taking the day off as well. She said its because we have each worked above and beyond what we were supposed to do and that we deserved it.
Soo, tonight, I am supposed to go to Buffalo Wild Wings with Christie. Not sure if I can make it for her birthday, but I will fill everyone in on that tomorrow.
Stay tuned.... and if you read this, Chris thanks for Tuesday. Julie and Eddy thanks for Saturday. I love you guys!
Each time I would write, I told of a huge backstory of how Chris, Julie, Eddie and Shawn and I became friends. Now being that I have told myself over and over in writing this the story, I just don't feel like writing about it again. Only in recap can I say that the one friend who brought us all together and introduced us all, who would get angry with me for associating with his friends (or be jealous) and who I would have bent over backwards to do anything for has dropped off the face of the Earth... for everyone. You all know who I am talking about. He never calls, and when he does, the friendship ensues for a week then it's gone. His mother says she never hears from him either. Go figure. He's not in Florida, but he seems just as far away.
I had a great weekend. I got to see Chris and Shawn and had a great time. I learned how time can really make you miss how things used to be, although due to certain circumstances, there wasn't much interaction before. I was always there, somewhere. Not very many people get to see the real me. It's funny, ya know? I had a great dinner on Saturday with Chris, then we went to Meijers and Best Buy for a little shopping, promptly followed by Circle of Death, Catch Phrase, Drunk Driver, and HBO. It was nice that Shawn stopped by. He looks more and more like a band guy from some MTV music video every time I see him. I talked to him last night on the phone for a bit. He and his really sweet girlfriend had a good time, and I am glad!
Julie and Eddy have been acting different lately. It's almost like every moment that we get together, there is something on their minds, that they are afraid to talk about. But, it's as though they just want to shout out "let us live our lives". It's hard, because I can always tell when people are sad, and I have this sinking suspicion that something is wrong, but I can't put my finger on it. Julie and Eddy will tell me when they are ready, and I'll be here.
I went out to Tiki Bobs with Chris and Sarah and Sarah. It was really cool, I felt like I had returned to my stomping grounds, but the crowd felt different. It has taken on a bit of a new life there, but I got to buy Chris a Purple Rain (my favorite drink) and watch Chris dance like the white guy trapped inside just raging to come out and holla "what up doh!". We retreated to the Rams Horn after for some fun and frolic, and then I took my Sarah home. I made a quick stop at my friends house and didn't get home until about 4:30 am. Wouldn't have been so bad, but I had to be at work at 9 am on Wednesday. When I got to work, I knew I was having a visit from our Regional Manager. She got there at about 4:00 pm. We didn't get our stuff completed due to our computers are outdated and crashed. She ended up leaving to go to Toledo due to time constraints and we couldn't fix it. I left work at 11:30 pm. So on 4 hours of sleep I worked until 14.5 hours. Yes, I was exhausted. Debbie told me not to come in today, and she was taking the day off as well. She said its because we have each worked above and beyond what we were supposed to do and that we deserved it.
Soo, tonight, I am supposed to go to Buffalo Wild Wings with Christie. Not sure if I can make it for her birthday, but I will fill everyone in on that tomorrow.
Stay tuned.... and if you read this, Chris thanks for Tuesday. Julie and Eddy thanks for Saturday. I love you guys!