"I'm not a good friend to you."

[chuck_oliver]

Someone whom I work with that I really look up to even though we are probably complete opposites and still probably really doesn't like me at all said after I told "this person" that I really value "this person's" friendship , "but i'm not a good friend to you, I'm never there". I heard this song the other day, and for some reason, I thought about my life and with "this person" in it. I hope if someday "this person" ever reads my journal, "this person" knows how I feel, and how much better I am at speed too.

Hoobastank - the reason

I'm not a perfect person. there are many things I wish I didn't do but I continue learning. I never meant to do those things to you. and so i have to say before i go, that i just want you to know

I've found a reason for me, to change who i used to be a reason to start over new, and the reason is you

i'm sorry that i hurt, its something i must live with everyday and ll the pain i put you through, i wish that i could take it all away and be the one who catches all your tears, thats why i need you to hear

i'm not a perfect person, i never meant to do those things to you and so i have to say before i go that i just want you to know

i've found a reason for me, to change who i used to be a reason to start over new, and the reason is you
i've found a reason to show a side of me you didn;t know a reason for all that i do, and the reason is you

okay, don't freak out... it's just a song...are we still friends?