Apr 06, 2005 20:17
Hey all, its been a while since i updated with actual typing. Well things have been going pretty good, although a little stressful at times. Life in the past few weeks since MORHA has been a real roller coaster ride. I've had super highs and super lows and its just kept going up and down.
In RHA/NCC stuff we picked our delegation, which was fabulous. Then worked my butt off to get the transportation secured and get them all registered. That finally got done and tomorrow will be our first delegation meeting. We are also having elections, which really doesn't concern me that much b/c I'm already elected until next april. The RBD came here this past weekend and that was a blast. They had a good time and I enjoyed getting to know all of them, which is rare for an NCC to have the time to hang out with the entire RBD together at one time. They really are an amazing bunch of people.
In MORHA stuff I applied for parliamentarian. The official announcement is on Friday evening, so thats when everyone can know the results, per Cory's request. As outgoing PR chair i'm kinda bummed that my year wasn't that great as far as performance. I had a lot of trouble retaining schools, although a lot of the problems were way out of my control. I really have been thinking about how much I'm going to miss this past MORHA Board. I just love all of them and am so sad to seem them all going. Most of them are graduating and moving far away, which really makes me sad. I learned so much from them this year and they all helped me grow as a person and as a leader. I just don't know how i can really show my appreciation to them. Well I hope they can just take my word for it.
In school stuff, i'm really ready to just end this semester. Its gone by quick. However, i'm ready to just take a break and not have any responsibilities for like a week. My classes are going decent, but they could always be better. I found out today that i'm known as the Cute Loud Boy in my Ethics discussion, which made me chuckle a little bit.
In my personal life, i think i'm at an all time low. Things just seem to not go my way. I'm either every girls best friend or little brother. That either makes me feel like i'm not good enough for a girl to want to be with me or that i'm to immature/dumb for a girl to respect me and see me as an equal. AND I KNOW, THERE'S SOMEONE OUT THERE FOR ME. I'm just sick of thinking that i've found that person, only to have my hear shat on. Like i don't know what the future holds for me, but i'd like someone with me when i find out. I just feel like i'm worthless as a person lately.
But overall i'm doing ok. I just need to find some time to relax and take a break, which won't be anytime soon.
To Sammy the Astronaut...