never mind

[chubscout]

what do you want from me now you got me
now my fingers bleed now they're staring at me
i'm coward now, i hold my peace

now you tie me up to your feather bed
and i twist and turn in a chinese burn
you won't let go, you won't let go

you're inside my head

what do you want from me now you got me
now my energy you suck from me
and i'm holding on for dear life
quit smothering me, quit laughing at me
i've got a disease, an english disease
it won't let go, it won't let go

you're inside my head

whatever you put in that syringe
whatever you really fed to him
he's sitting there inside of me

and you bother me, you possess me
you're there again, ahead of me
and i won't let go, i won't let go

you're inside my head

winter is never kind
harsh winds, biting frost, blinding snow
I guess that explains alot
I like things to hurt
if I could I would do it alone
but alas you do it better for me
what am I to you
am I just something you've grown out of
I have nothing, I am nothing
I just want it all to stop
I want it to end, earth to implode
I want you out of my head
I don't need you I want you
wanting is another thing I am good at
anything to be unhappy I guess
I don't remember happy what is it like
suffering I get suffering it makes sense
oh well I will be a spot on the pavement soon enough
one cannot fall forever right?
goddamn it's been a long way down
lost and free falling takes it's toll
I hate that I am this way
I hate that you will be happier without me there
I have done and given everything
now you have it all
click, bang