Home again
I'm back home safe and sound. Plane didn't crash and burn. I had an amazing time in Cali with Rhi. Comic con was awesome and just being able to touch her was a dream come true. An actual dream that came true.
And now I feel so lonely. Everything felt so right when I was with her. All I want to do right now is cry. Because she isn't /there/ anymore. It's not so much that I have to be with her ZOMG every second of the day or anything. But the fact that she /isn't/ close by, that the option to go see her isn't there that makes it hard.
I've never felt so....right with anyone the way I feel with her. We just clicked instantly. And being with her felt like the most natural thing in the world. That this was the way it was supposed to be. And I liked it.
I got some cool swag at the con. Rhi had gotten my a rather violent teddy bear and two volumes of Maka Maka <3<3<3 That's the manga series I got most of my LJ icons from. It's really beautiful and sweet and romantic. Then I picked up a compilation of the first three Girl Genius volumes, a comic series retelling Grimm's Fairy Tails and Alice and Wonderland that are alright and the arts pretty neat, the special Comic Con Pony (OMG 8DDDDDDD It's so /awesome!/), a Halloween Sora, a Zidain and a butt ton of copic markers. I want to try and learn to color with them, see if I can get okay at it. So far.....
And now I feel so lonely. Everything felt so right when I was with her. All I want to do right now is cry. Because she isn't /there/ anymore. It's not so much that I have to be with her ZOMG every second of the day or anything. But the fact that she /isn't/ close by, that the option to go see her isn't there that makes it hard.
I've never felt so....right with anyone the way I feel with her. We just clicked instantly. And being with her felt like the most natural thing in the world. That this was the way it was supposed to be. And I liked it.
I got some cool swag at the con. Rhi had gotten my a rather violent teddy bear and two volumes of Maka Maka <3<3<3 That's the manga series I got most of my LJ icons from. It's really beautiful and sweet and romantic. Then I picked up a compilation of the first three Girl Genius volumes, a comic series retelling Grimm's Fairy Tails and Alice and Wonderland that are alright and the arts pretty neat, the special Comic Con Pony (OMG 8DDDDDDD It's so /awesome!/), a Halloween Sora, a Zidain and a butt ton of copic markers. I want to try and learn to color with them, see if I can get okay at it. So far.....