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I just cannot sleep. No matter what I try. And u people know what i would try. Wink* Wink*. Have you guys ever pitchured having a family, and having this in your mind what it looked like. And how many children you would have. Picking the God parents And how hard that would be!!!! cause there are so many good friends. I want i want i want . I feel like there is something missing in my life and I cant put my finger on it. Do you guys think that, that is it? Is that what my deal is. Cause you know what I am scarred shitless so push something out my pretty hole!!!! OMG just thinking about it OMG AHHHHH But thats what i have been dreaming about. And so has Gary. What do you guys think about that??? My mind is fucking with me!!!!!!