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Oh my i hate every thing . I think im going to sleep forever i just cant get up and when im up i cant get to sleep I still need a fucking job and im so lonely and bored i want to shoot someone. God damnit I need a job so i have people to hang out with. Everyone i know now either has a job doesnt have a car or is too fucking cool to hang out with me on a regular basis. I cant stand it jesus im about to go to a church so i can meet people lol yeah not... So Im on welbutrin now so hopefully that will make me all happy and ready to "go get 'em" as they say. Im trying to figure out what the hell im going to do with my hair im getting mullet-esque which is not pretty but its not like i am to begin with. i need to get a damn job damnit. being depressed sucks especially after like 2 years of it. i need to finish school im going to be in high school for 6 years if i dont graduate this year lol god im a looser but hey there are some kids that are like 25 and havent graduated so i figure an extra extra year wont kill me but i think ill go back to real school if i dont graduate atleast that will get me around people i mean they will be 2 years younger than me but hey who cares. i can be the creepy old lady that no one talks to yeeeaaahhhh