heyyy heres another for ya 2 seconds later.
i think that as i look back at all of my entries they are all kinda sad for the most part.. but the good thing about it is that im not really displaying that im sad? i dont know if that is really a good thing but i hate that person who is constantly dramatic and always has everyone involved in their business and im glad that im not being that way-at least i hope im not. because i dont care. and no one else does either about my issues that DONT MATTTER i just have to freak out because i dont know who i am or what the fuckkkk im doing.
not to sound like im great because i obviously dont really favor myself or the position im in right now.. but i hope to never be like my mom. and parts of my dad i hope i dont inherit. and the way my sister can be can drive me mad and i swear i just cant ever be that way. my other siblings dont even know who i am and eric is the greatest person who skates by with the help of others so i dont want to be that. but more than anything and if there is a god please dont let me be my mom. i think sometimes i honestly hate who she is.
not to sound like im great because i obviously dont really favor myself or the position im in right now.. but i hope to never be like my mom. and parts of my dad i hope i dont inherit. and the way my sister can be can drive me mad and i swear i just cant ever be that way. my other siblings dont even know who i am and eric is the greatest person who skates by with the help of others so i dont want to be that. but more than anything and if there is a god please dont let me be my mom. i think sometimes i honestly hate who she is.