Hello Ya'll

Jul 27, 2006 10:10

Ok it has been a hell of a long ass time since i wrote anything. Alot of shit has been going down in my life. Within the past two months i have been trying to compose my angry. You see when tragic things happen in my life i tend to get upset and take it out on people that are close to me. I know that i shouldn't. Its been 3 years since my favorite cousin was killed by the detroit police and that shit pisses me off. It has been 2 years since my best friend was shot in the chest right in front of me. And it has been a year today that my bestest friend lalo was stabbed and shot. This is tragic to me. I have seen so many things for someone my age.Its like the whole time i was raised i saw someone dying that was close to me or they have left me. How am i ever supposed to have people close to me. When all i do is push them away in order to keep myself from getting hurt. I lost one of the bestest friend i have ever had. This person didn't die but they have changed to a point to where i just can't handle it. That sucks that me and that person aren't friends anymore. They were like family to me. They know who they are. I just wanna say to that person that you are a good person and you have alot going for you. Just know you have taught me alot and maybe we might be able to be friends in the future and good luck with everything in life and you new pup "chilly". Congrats on your relationship too hope everything works out. I still love ya!
Its too much for me. All i need is to live a drama free life. I have alot of built up frustration. Ahhh! My baby Jason is in Jail. Macomb County Jail and he hates it. He is in for his 3rd D.U.I. Which is considered a felony. I miss him so much. When i am with him i am at my best. He makes me a better person. I visit him all the time. He gets out Sept. 2nd and our 1 year anniversary is Sept. 4th. However i've known him for 7 years. I love that man. Thats my cracker!!! Anyways on a good note. Yesterday was my friend Dorchens birthday she is 21 yahhh! NOw me her and my friend kat can go to the casino. Anyways i have to go! Love Ya and Keep yo head up!

Qu0t3 4 T0d@y: " EVERYTHING HAPPENS FOR A REASON." & " JUST DO IT"<-- (HE HE)
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