revelations out the ying yang.
Tonight i am talking to my friend chelsey, man she's hella smart, and just a great person to bounce ideas and feelings off of.
we talked about her problems with her guy from new york, the party she went to and life in general. we also talking about my problem with a certain somebody. in a nutshell, i told chelsey what's been going on lately, how i feel about this person and everything else that was going on between me and her. chelsey helped me realize that this person just doesn't like me - period. i do too much for her and i just line myself up to be used and hurt over and over because for some reason i don't express my feelings when im hurt and i just accept how they treat me as "ok". she also told me that i should just move on, and the only way to do that is to not hug cuddle or anything lke that (which makes so much sense because when that happens it just reminds me how much i want to be with her). i also think that i should probably spend less time around her in order to gather my feelings and start moving on. this really sucks, but i guess it just has to be done, because i know she'll never feel the same way for me so i have to do this.
I hope she'll still be my friend after all this though.
goodnight
we talked about her problems with her guy from new york, the party she went to and life in general. we also talking about my problem with a certain somebody. in a nutshell, i told chelsey what's been going on lately, how i feel about this person and everything else that was going on between me and her. chelsey helped me realize that this person just doesn't like me - period. i do too much for her and i just line myself up to be used and hurt over and over because for some reason i don't express my feelings when im hurt and i just accept how they treat me as "ok". she also told me that i should just move on, and the only way to do that is to not hug cuddle or anything lke that (which makes so much sense because when that happens it just reminds me how much i want to be with her). i also think that i should probably spend less time around her in order to gather my feelings and start moving on. this really sucks, but i guess it just has to be done, because i know she'll never feel the same way for me so i have to do this.
I hope she'll still be my friend after all this though.
goodnight