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Maybe im jsut fucking crazy, but i really thought me and her had something really fucking cool together.
I enjoy spending time with her even if we didn't do shit and just chilled in her room.
I really like her a lot and i have no fucking clue what to do to make up all this shit for her. I really didn't want to make this happen, i have no clue what is going on with me, but now im "straight-edge" if i may use that comment. And im not that asshole anymore, im exactly what i've been like all my life and exactly what i was like when we first started talking.
I did want to see the concert. i really like that music. I'm into everything. I am very tolerant of everyone too. Hell i bet 5 bucks to anyone who reads this that i'd be friends with every single one of her friends.
I was so fucking looking forward to going to the concert with her. To be with her and just having fun at a concert and getting to know all her people and getting into something like that is something i've always wanted to do. It really is something i would really like to be a part of.
I fucking jsut wish i knew what the hel was going on between her and i. we are friends usually, but then there are times that i really think we are more than just friends...but then she goes and totally blows me off on the concert and decides to go with other people.
I don't care what she thinks but that fucking hurts like a mother fucker. I could never do that to someone, and i would especially not do that to her.
I just really fucking wished i meant something, any god damn thing to her. i want to just fucking go over there and tell her how i feel about her and to get everything just straighten out so we can become friends ( or peferablly more than friends as it first started out it seemed)
I just hate how it seems i fuck things up before the even start and i wish she would forgive me and we can be friends and see the concert and have some real fun. That's all i want.
I enjoy spending time with her even if we didn't do shit and just chilled in her room.
I really like her a lot and i have no fucking clue what to do to make up all this shit for her. I really didn't want to make this happen, i have no clue what is going on with me, but now im "straight-edge" if i may use that comment. And im not that asshole anymore, im exactly what i've been like all my life and exactly what i was like when we first started talking.
I did want to see the concert. i really like that music. I'm into everything. I am very tolerant of everyone too. Hell i bet 5 bucks to anyone who reads this that i'd be friends with every single one of her friends.
I was so fucking looking forward to going to the concert with her. To be with her and just having fun at a concert and getting to know all her people and getting into something like that is something i've always wanted to do. It really is something i would really like to be a part of.
I fucking jsut wish i knew what the hel was going on between her and i. we are friends usually, but then there are times that i really think we are more than just friends...but then she goes and totally blows me off on the concert and decides to go with other people.
I don't care what she thinks but that fucking hurts like a mother fucker. I could never do that to someone, and i would especially not do that to her.
I just really fucking wished i meant something, any god damn thing to her. i want to just fucking go over there and tell her how i feel about her and to get everything just straighten out so we can become friends ( or peferablly more than friends as it first started out it seemed)
I just hate how it seems i fuck things up before the even start and i wish she would forgive me and we can be friends and see the concert and have some real fun. That's all i want.