Apr 15, 2005 08:03
Realization:
The people in life you try to get closest to only end up further away. Kim, Sarah, Grace...all friends that the last thing i wanted was to see them walk away, but now i'm just a bad memory to them. A shadow in the hall that they avoid. That's why I'm hesitant about relationships now. I get in one because that person means so much to me, but if it always ends up like the others, maybe I should just sit back and watch them enjoy relationships with others.
Going to prom, alone, but still going. got a unique tux.
class is almost over