A hell of a day.
Today was a pretty good day. Work from 7-1 and made some money. I was talking to this girl Rachael at work, well more like she was complaining to me. She was going on about how bad her boyfriend treats her and what not. My only advice was dump him and when I said it se bitched about how much she loved him and could no leave him. Blah blah blah!
So I went back to my grill and put my ipod on. Then I did the worst thing possible. I started to think. Nothing ever good ever come from that as we all no.
Back to my thinking. I wondered it is really possible for someone to love some one so much that they will stay with them even I they treat them like shit? The answer… yes, people do. Why I do not no, but they do. Then I stated thinking more. Do I do it to other people? Do they care so much about me that I just push them away and treat them like carp? I think some times I do. Without even noticing the damage I might be causing.
So yeah, when I got out of work I was all depressed and what not. So I went on a long bike ride to clear my head. I came to the conclusion that it is human nature. We push people away with out even noticing it. And if I do I don’t mean to. My friends know me and if the care about me that they would no I am not doing it on purpose. I might just be having an off day or I am in a bad time.
Any who if I hurt ay body like that I am sorry. I saw Rachel and how much she was hurting and would hate to ever make any body feel like that.
♪ Take Sanctuary In Music ♪
So I went back to my grill and put my ipod on. Then I did the worst thing possible. I started to think. Nothing ever good ever come from that as we all no.
Back to my thinking. I wondered it is really possible for someone to love some one so much that they will stay with them even I they treat them like shit? The answer… yes, people do. Why I do not no, but they do. Then I stated thinking more. Do I do it to other people? Do they care so much about me that I just push them away and treat them like carp? I think some times I do. Without even noticing the damage I might be causing.
So yeah, when I got out of work I was all depressed and what not. So I went on a long bike ride to clear my head. I came to the conclusion that it is human nature. We push people away with out even noticing it. And if I do I don’t mean to. My friends know me and if the care about me that they would no I am not doing it on purpose. I might just be having an off day or I am in a bad time.
Any who if I hurt ay body like that I am sorry. I saw Rachel and how much she was hurting and would hate to ever make any body feel like that.
♪ Take Sanctuary In Music ♪