not again
I am again at that point in my life were i dont relize what the hell is going on in my life. i woke up this moring and relized i really dont no who i am. I dont know what i stand for or why i am even here. i have little worth keeping and what i do i cant keep a grasp on. Everything just seem to fall apart and i cant do anything to stop it. I just have to sit on the side lines and watch my world crumble.
People are asking me what is starting it but i dont know. i just dont know. I dont know what is starting it or how to stop it. I really just avoid it. i patch my days and nights full of things so i dont have to face realatiy. The biggest thing is i dont even no wat i am running form. I have al i ever need but i am still not happy. I have friends, money, and a great family. Why cant i just be happy. i just wanna be happy.
i am sick of curling up in my room and crying till there are no more tears i am sick of it. i just want the pain to stop. Just let it stop.
People are asking me what is starting it but i dont know. i just dont know. I dont know what is starting it or how to stop it. I really just avoid it. i patch my days and nights full of things so i dont have to face realatiy. The biggest thing is i dont even no wat i am running form. I have al i ever need but i am still not happy. I have friends, money, and a great family. Why cant i just be happy. i just wanna be happy.
i am sick of curling up in my room and crying till there are no more tears i am sick of it. i just want the pain to stop. Just let it stop.