Dec 15, 2004 19:22
Today I learned that you can’t trust people that much. They always seem to stab u in the back some how. Who would have thought it would hurt so much to see another guys arms rapped around her and her just smiling. I don’t think any thing going on between them but even then it hurt so much. I need to forget her. I need to forget everything. All my memories are doing is causing me pain. Nothing but pain and more hurt.
I don’t know y I do it to my self. I need to just get over it and stop my crying because I have shed to my tears for a pointless cause. I should have known when I saw with that other guy. Why I do this to my self I don’t know. But this is the end. No more with this happen to me. Cause I am giving up. I am just gonna run. Run like there is no tomorrow. Just like I used to when thing got rough. I did so much better when I did that. I was happy and had my sports.
Its final I am going back to that son of a bitch asshole that is a jerk to every one and has every body hating him. I did better than. No one and nothing got to me. Not even the people I care most about.