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Hey Babe..What'cha up to? I just finished cleanin my room *n* cleanin out my dressers!..Anyways tho..Ive been thinkin alot lately..and i have soo much on my mind!!..Well ya see there's this guy that i went out w/ for 4 months last year..and he was best thing thats ever happened to me!..When i was cleaning out my dresser a lil bit ago i found all these old pics of us from christmas last year and the jaguar game we went to and us just bein dumb:)..I kno this may sound weird because we were only together for 4 months but i honestly feel like im in love w/ him..! We've been broken up now since Feb.4th..*almost a year :(..thats kinda sad i kno the exact day we broke up..* and i mean ive dated other guys and i kno he's dated other girls..and he's been going out w/ this girl from MHS for a while now and i heard from one of my friends that they broke up the other night but they could be bak together by now..but ever since they started dating we havent really talked much..well really hardly at all! Over the summer we were like best friends again tho and we'd be together almost everyday or when he was at work his mom and me would go to the beach with his little brother *I miss his mom n lil brother so much..she was like a 2nd mom to me:)* We were both soo close with each other's familys! But yah I guess what Im sayin is that when you find someone who truely means alot to you and you know you truely love them..dont mess things up or let them go like i did..! I've never had feelings for anyone like i do him..and I would do anything to be able to go bak and change things b/c everytime im w/ a guy or start to date another guy all i can think about is him and somehow we'll be talking and ill bring him up b/c everything somehow reminds me of him!...I wish i could talk to him and tell him how i feel but im scared!..I just wish he knew that he means everything to me and that I still love him and always will!