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[chrysten]

So I've been having tons of dreams lately about the wedding. All of them have been good dreams, but last night sticks out the most to me. I dreamt that we were back in St. Ed about to get ready for the wedding. It was blizzarding like crazy outside, but we still got ready. As I got to the community building, it looks like there was some sort of weird run down 50's diner attached to the back of it. So i kinda walked in wondering what it was, and it was really crowded with people, most of the people we invited. Everyone stands up... but I was only going in there to see what it was. Then some person told me that this is what I booked. I was frantic cus it wasn't, and there was no room for most people to sit, not even room to walk through. I tried explaining that I needed the hall, that no one would be able to be comfortable and enjoy everything if its so close. They said it was time, and now they needed to close the kitchen so we could get on with the ceremony. The inside was disgusting as I looked around, even some of the people in the kitchen looked really weird and creepy. But then I noticed Greg at the other end of the room where I guess we were suppose to get married. He was just smiling at me like nothing could bother him, and I just felt a sense of relief. So I made my way through the crowd of people.. we didn't have any music but Nate was going "dum dum de dum" and I was pushing my way through. When I got to Greg, nothing else around us mattered at all. Everything that I had planned for and was hoping to have there didn't happen, but none of it matter one bit. Nate was even acting all weird and was changing plans around, like for our trivia game we are wanting to have. Kerri (my maid of honor) didn't even show up until the end of the day. But I didn't even care one little tiny bit.
I guess in a way it makes me feel good, though we've only have had one minor set back so far with invitations, everything is going so good. In a way it made me feel that no matter what, we will always push forward no matter what tries to push us back.