Men suck ass
Well, hi again. It's still Thursday, and wouldn't you know it, my "husband" hasn't called me, but his mom sure as hell did. He called her today, to let her know I went thru surgery yesterday. Wasn't that sweet of him. But yet the son of a bitch can't use the same fucking phone to call his wife? OMFG. I knew I married an asshole, but damn, when can a girl get a break? This is the man I'm supposed to spend the rest of my life with? I think not. Jan15 was out 6 year wedding anniversary, and he called that day, but we had the worst conversation. We fought about his family, and the stupid shit they're doing. His older brother has been out of prison since Feb04. But now he's selling drugs, using drugs, failed his piss test 3 times in a row, so he's now in rehab. Mark set up an allitment for his brother, so Lauren now has a steady flow of income, so he doesn't have to get a "real" job. Then there's Bobby, the oldest sister, she has 4 kids, is married to a complete fucking losser that's a lot like Mark. He can't keep his dick in his pants. Then comes Wendy. She's pregnant with her 5th child now. The youngest one turned 1 on 15Jan. Tammy, she only has 1 child, and cute little boy named Joshuaw. But Tammy does SO many drugs, around her son, that he's had to be detoxed. Then we come to my girl, Nicole. I love this young lady like she were my own child. She's 13, and she's fairly typical in being a teenager, but she has to deal with this screwed up family. And the longer she stays there, the worse things will be for her when she grows up. I can't wait to get out of this hell hole of a family. I can't believe I allowed myself to marry into white trash to begin with. I had to have been thinking with my hormones, and not my head. God, I hope I never allow myself to be that fucking foolish EVER again.