Mar 12, 2010 19:02
Helllooo Livejournal!
Ok, Ive realized that I should start using this more, its nice =]
Uhm, Sooo as i look back at all the other posts ive written in the past and reflect...
i see a person that is now grown up. Omg i was soo stupid and damn emotional.
Right now all i need to focus on is ending the year STRONG
and STOP not working on homework, because its piling up.
Im enduring the hardest year everrrrrrrr!
I wish i would have graduated early in the winter, because omg this is retarded.
I cant handle school anymore, i only look foward to fridays now =x
well anyways, i know i can pull this off.. I know i can i know i can!
I need to set alll these past problems with these douches aside and never turn back.
I just finished eating a quesadilla, and it reminds me of when
Me luci jessica and brenda were soo united my soph year.
Spend our nights chatting away on MSN, Changing out names to mexican food, and just gossiping on the day, and the day to come.
I also remember how me and jessica would get into these little tiny arguements on line over the stupidest things hahaha XD awww
we were sooo close and now we've all blossomed into different people... and we dont even live in the same city anymore.
I dont really have that many close people to me like the last few HS years this year.
Melane... i dont understand that girl sometimes.
......Nor do i think i want to bother understanding her tbh.
Im sorry, its like.... I CAN SEE RIGHT THROUGH YOUR FAKENESS... And yet i still hang out with her wtf.
stupid VA kids and their drama.
savee the drammaaa for your mammaaa.
Hmmmm, What else?
well i expect a weekend full of lotsa work. but thats okay
i need to get into the habbit of working again.
Work first, play later.
I need to try to stick to that.
I need to make resoultions for myself
and goals..
like:
Stop procrastinating.
Try Harder than my hardest
Stay organized, well start getting organized.
FOCUS mann.
andd.. hmm
idk, what else.but ill tell u when i think =]
xoxo
C.B ....if only my initials were G.G. <3