Recurring Nightmares/ Dreams
Hey, so It's been awhile, I'm not sure if you'll believe me if I say that I wanted to post something constantly, but i got over half way through, or I had to leave and I was over it later...or I forgot to sign in and stuff like that. Anyhow, this is about something that happens alot to me, and I'm sure it happens to other people as well. But I get alot of recurring dreams and nightmares. When I have a recurring dream, they are typically back to back, or at least showing again for the next week or so; while my nightmares occur anywhere from once a month, or they comeback years, or a couple months later. I'm never sure with them. I mean, the same things happen with some of my recurring dreams, they disappear for years after showing weekly or monthly, and then suddenly show up again. but My dreams are typically a little backwards (as most dreams are, I'm sure) .
Anyhow, I thought that when I'd come on, I'd want to write about my nightmare, but I feel like the matter is too personal. This is the most real anything has ever felt to me, one of the few times I feel as though I have to double check which reality I'm actually in. But i guess in truth, I was always in one reality, dreading the other. Anyhow, I'm sorry if this comes as disappointing, but I've decided against reliving the nightmare, it's like my whole becoming depressed whenever I imagine my brother eating at in-n-out by himself. I don't know what my problem is, but it makes me sad, the thought of people eating by themselves. It's not even that, it's the thought that they are completely surrounded by people who have come with friends, and family to dine out at fastfood place, and then someone shows up looking for a fastfood fix, but they're not in a hurry. It wouldn't bother me as much if they took their food somewhere else, or atleast did something, like read or homework; but they just sit there, eating, no one to talk to surrounded by noise. It makes me feel awful just thinking about it. But it's things like that. Of course not along those same lines, but the general feeling of sadness is evoked from them.
Anyhow, I have a paper to do, but I just felt like I should post because it has been a while. I hope you are doing well, and until next time.
- Chrysanthe
Anyhow, I thought that when I'd come on, I'd want to write about my nightmare, but I feel like the matter is too personal. This is the most real anything has ever felt to me, one of the few times I feel as though I have to double check which reality I'm actually in. But i guess in truth, I was always in one reality, dreading the other. Anyhow, I'm sorry if this comes as disappointing, but I've decided against reliving the nightmare, it's like my whole becoming depressed whenever I imagine my brother eating at in-n-out by himself. I don't know what my problem is, but it makes me sad, the thought of people eating by themselves. It's not even that, it's the thought that they are completely surrounded by people who have come with friends, and family to dine out at fastfood place, and then someone shows up looking for a fastfood fix, but they're not in a hurry. It wouldn't bother me as much if they took their food somewhere else, or atleast did something, like read or homework; but they just sit there, eating, no one to talk to surrounded by noise. It makes me feel awful just thinking about it. But it's things like that. Of course not along those same lines, but the general feeling of sadness is evoked from them.
Anyhow, I have a paper to do, but I just felt like I should post because it has been a while. I hope you are doing well, and until next time.
- Chrysanthe