Fuck 2016 ★ How quickly can I write a year in review? ★ Fucking watch me

Dec 31, 2016 19:47

So like my flop holiday cards post this year (I ... didn't do them. I'm sorry), I waited until the last minute to do this YIR. Oh well. Goodbye and good riddance.




Also, since I started the year off with a "senpai will notice me" joke...


2016 highlights how I did on my hopes and aspirations. resolutions I guess.

+ Okay at this point I think we can established 2016 was just awful and sucked for many people and for many reasons. But uh, yeah. A friend of my committed suicide. We weren't that close but in the end... I'll leave it at that. I don't want to forget. It's a shitty feeling.

+ On to resolutions: Yes, I paid off all my student loans. I literally did it on the 29th, but it's a good wrap up the end anyway.

+ Went to London to see rykea, and that was lovely. Then Brexit. Then a bunch of people died and more terrorist attacks. Yeah... We didn't go to the Euro 2016, but we went to Vienna and Coppenhagen. Vienna, a city of my dreams, did not meet my expectations. Coppenhagen turned out to be my favourite city. Utterly bewitching.

+ I didn't go on the fanfic roadtrip, but I went with chiharu to ye olde Williamsburg. We literally didn't do anything but walk around and watch Yuri on Ice. But that was enjoyable and relaxing. We were originally going to go to Cancun but we had to ditch that because my professor literally scheduled an exam the Monday after Thanksgiving.

+ ... speaking of which, yes, I took biochemistry. It was awful. At the end I started having panic attacks right before the final, but I somehow managed to get a B in the class. All's well that ends well I suppose. Back onward, towards grad or med school.

+ And... yeah. I didn't do the other stuff. So I guess I'm going to look into doing that next year.

2017 don't fucking disappoint me

+ Well, I guess I'll keep taking classes... next up... gen chem lmfao. (yes, after I've taken biochem okay.) I'm thinking about maybe applying for an MPH program. So I'm hoping either to have taken the MCAT again and finally gotten an acceptable score by this time next year, or to applied to an MPH program. Or a full PhD program.

+ Really gonna take up running that 5k this year. @__@ I need to be in better physical health.

+ ...and mental health. I actually took steps to start therapy and get a diagnosis? For my ADHD (or, IDK, the counselor suggested bipolar. I don't think so.) But yeah. No more panic attacks or depression. And doing something about the ADHD. Please.

+ Okay, but I really want to have kids??? So I guess I need to actually date people. Cringes. I went on a total of like 7 dates this year.

+ I don't even know. My mom and I barely speak anymore. We seriously made an attempt, okay. She won't fill out the forms.

+ Finish the one fanfic I started in 2016. Fight me. If I write nothing else, I want to finish that fic. It's not even that important? Except it is... let them have babies...

+ And I guess I should make some attempt to have another personal goal. I'm really apathetic and sad. I guess I'll come back and revisit this feeling next year.

+ Oh I know. Build a photography portfolio of some sort. I want to work on this this year.

new year

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