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So, it happened and im gone...it was really sad and like really hard to do i hate it a lot but i cant really do anything about it and it's just how it has to be now i guess
Chris came over last night and i cried a lot but he helped make me somewhat better which was always a good thing. Ill still go to the games but it will just be really different not playing or being with the band or anything, Chris and me are coming to the conway game though i think our dads are coming too o_O weird much? haha
I think seeing the band on the field though will be exciting, ive never actually gotten to see Socastee from the stands so i mean it should be fun and probably incredibly emotional all at the same time oh well.
School is good though, class with Nivardo and Jon though is amazing...this whole Jazz band thing is weird I CANT PLAY JAZZ HELP ME!!! haha...well actually i can but yeah....Ms Polenick was all "get a fat jazz sound and bend things like Jon" it was like "umm okay sure i have no idea what you're talking about" lol but oh well. I actually sorta like her i mean she's different but in a sense i do like her sorta maybe a little bit she's growing on me for now.
But i just got home and now i have to do homework and probably play my soprano because my alto is at school and i want to play really bad haha so i think that's what im going to do....but please remember everyone i do love you guys and im sure the season will be great, plus you have emily back again
Chris came over last night and i cried a lot but he helped make me somewhat better which was always a good thing. Ill still go to the games but it will just be really different not playing or being with the band or anything, Chris and me are coming to the conway game though i think our dads are coming too o_O weird much? haha
I think seeing the band on the field though will be exciting, ive never actually gotten to see Socastee from the stands so i mean it should be fun and probably incredibly emotional all at the same time oh well.
School is good though, class with Nivardo and Jon though is amazing...this whole Jazz band thing is weird I CANT PLAY JAZZ HELP ME!!! haha...well actually i can but yeah....Ms Polenick was all "get a fat jazz sound and bend things like Jon" it was like "umm okay sure i have no idea what you're talking about" lol but oh well. I actually sorta like her i mean she's different but in a sense i do like her sorta maybe a little bit she's growing on me for now.
But i just got home and now i have to do homework and probably play my soprano because my alto is at school and i want to play really bad haha so i think that's what im going to do....but please remember everyone i do love you guys and im sure the season will be great, plus you have emily back again