MY thoughts
so I have a date still. i don't think he drives, but idk. he's supposed to call me. hasn't yet though. i got an email from the director of some boarding school, he said i'm a strong candidate and that I should start in june. i looked it up and it's a school for troubled teens, like me i guess. maybe i should talk to my parents about that. i don't think they'd ever go for it, but it's worth a shot right? i think so, i feel like giving up anyway so why not try something else. i never thought i'd end up quitting, but the way my life is going now isn't right and i have got to make a change soon. i'm failing all of my classes as of now, but my mom has been helping me and the way it's looking, i should be all caught up by sunday afternoon. still contemplating whether or not i'm going to camp still this summer. amanda has the summer free (for once) and we planned for her to spend it with me here in vegas. i have a summer job though. she can't come along. maybe i SHOULD deny the camp job. they'd have no time to replace me. that would be rude of me to have waited this long. my legs are tired, i've been on my feet all day- well atleast since i got to work. we were so busy, i didn't get off until 5:30 which is 30 minutes later than usual....that just means OVERTIME for me!! I need to clean my room. I need to pay my cell phone bill. I need to do my make-up work. I need to do my homework for tonight. I'm so tired, why can't I put life on hold for like a week--oh wait, I've already done that. my mom worked at Ethel M's yesterday so they gave her free candy, and she gave me the coolest M'n'M's...they say "smile" "laugh" and "dream" on them, some have smiley faces and something else...they make me happy....