Nov 24, 2004 10:22
I am so tired lately. In the physical sense, in the mental sense and in every sense. I feel so drained. Many things have been brought up between us. I cant stand it anymore without you. I know its only going to be a few days till it goes back to normal but you are such a big part of me. I hope this time we get what we deserve, a step. To make everything the way it should be, to make everything down right wonderful. I still have the green shirt. It smells like every night smiles, kisses and dreams. I keep it so close to me so that I can join you with the touch you crave so much. I keep smiling deep inside because glen/Glenda kept us for an extra 2 hours. You have to realize how many things matter to you when you have them, not when you lose them. Even for a short amount of days, hours, minutes, seconds.
"I misplaced something special of mine and now I urge to return its presence."
They say in the month of December a certain place will reunite this love again. I cant wait to see it happen, to be there, to give up on being down. I miss this, I miss you. See you on the sneaky time. See you when the blue lights are hiding on different calls. See you when you get off the exit. See you in my dreams, and in my hopes. See you soon. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you.