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So, yeah. I bought Kate a banana today because she complained that no one got fruit for lunch, but she wasn't there.
I haven't really updated in a long while, and now the urge has hit me. My nose is itchy and I want to blow my nose or pick it but I can't. It's really bothersome. I like being happy- I feel happy now a days. The apathy is gone, Kate, it's gone. Replaced by content, happiness. I was happy the other day, just doing the dishes. Can you believe that?
I just. I feel optemistic for the first time, and I feel like things aren't bad. They aren't too good but I think they're getting better. I love pills.
I'm passing Japanese with a B+ and you don't know how happy that makes me. I really want to pass that class- I'm so grateful right now for passing. And I think I'm passing all my other classes and that makes me so happy. I'm not doing so hot in science but I hope I can pull that grade up. His whole email system is killing me though.
Apparently Meagen was afraid I hated her, which I don't. ((Not Oshima!Megan, but the blonde girl from Mira Loma- the short one. <3)) I kind of thought it would be best to back off though, because she didn't like the kissing, which I was fine with, but I didn't want to make her uncomfortable or anything, you know? But, yeah- we're friends again and she just called because something happened to her friend and her mum won't help, which makes me sad. I really wish I could help Maegan, but all I could really do was sit and listen, which saddens me. I want to help, you know? I like her- she's really sweet.
I miss Madi- she's gone until Thursday on a school fieldtrip, which I hope she's enjoying.
Anou, I'm still going to Home-coming with Nate. <3 I dyed my hair, though it's not much different; a little redder, actually, which I didn't expect but it actually looks alright. I'm feeling prettier about myself too, which is nice. Not like, sexy or anything, but just- mildly content. It's really nice.
I really like my iPod, even if it's a bitch sometimes. I love having music with me wherever I go, because it can make everything better so easily.
Random RP stuff:
Kate:
I miss you a lot sometimes. Mostly when I'm runnign during PE. I have stuff that smells like you. It's kind of nice. I wish I wasn't so happy all the time.
I haven't really updated in a long while, and now the urge has hit me. My nose is itchy and I want to blow my nose or pick it but I can't. It's really bothersome. I like being happy- I feel happy now a days. The apathy is gone, Kate, it's gone. Replaced by content, happiness. I was happy the other day, just doing the dishes. Can you believe that?
I just. I feel optemistic for the first time, and I feel like things aren't bad. They aren't too good but I think they're getting better. I love pills.
I'm passing Japanese with a B+ and you don't know how happy that makes me. I really want to pass that class- I'm so grateful right now for passing. And I think I'm passing all my other classes and that makes me so happy. I'm not doing so hot in science but I hope I can pull that grade up. His whole email system is killing me though.
Apparently Meagen was afraid I hated her, which I don't. ((Not Oshima!Megan, but the blonde girl from Mira Loma- the short one. <3)) I kind of thought it would be best to back off though, because she didn't like the kissing, which I was fine with, but I didn't want to make her uncomfortable or anything, you know? But, yeah- we're friends again and she just called because something happened to her friend and her mum won't help, which makes me sad. I really wish I could help Maegan, but all I could really do was sit and listen, which saddens me. I want to help, you know? I like her- she's really sweet.
I miss Madi- she's gone until Thursday on a school fieldtrip, which I hope she's enjoying.
Anou, I'm still going to Home-coming with Nate. <3 I dyed my hair, though it's not much different; a little redder, actually, which I didn't expect but it actually looks alright. I'm feeling prettier about myself too, which is nice. Not like, sexy or anything, but just- mildly content. It's really nice.
I really like my iPod, even if it's a bitch sometimes. I love having music with me wherever I go, because it can make everything better so easily.
Random RP stuff:
- Obito and Rin are together in BITD, and it's like. Orgasmically cute.
- Haku is a hoe.
Kate:
I miss you a lot sometimes. Mostly when I'm runnign during PE. I have stuff that smells like you. It's kind of nice. I wish I wasn't so happy all the time.