Doom. How Timely.
imac is in purgatory again, flashing a little folder with a question mark at me every time i try to turn it on. it has been through many woes, but i think this may be the last.
just contemplating it makes me want to cry. sob. bawl. honestly, you have no idea.
my parents are graciously letting me use their machines until i figure out what to do, but it isn't nearly the same as using my mac. i was going to use the last three days of my paid account to make an edward gorey mood set for noblerot, like we had discussed back in june. that gets to be postponed even more now that photoshop is no longer available to me. apologies.
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efforts to distract myself from wallowing are centering mostly around pumpkin carving, and seeing rasputina play tomorrow evening. not working as well as i hoped.
have also discovered a new (to me) aspect of livejournal, via jekesta, the friends of friends page. it's vast, and the posts essentially have no relevance to me. but there was that little thrill of finding some feature i didn't know about.
mrrr. fleeting thrills don't seem to be working either. shall go and grieve in private now.
just contemplating it makes me want to cry. sob. bawl. honestly, you have no idea.
my parents are graciously letting me use their machines until i figure out what to do, but it isn't nearly the same as using my mac. i was going to use the last three days of my paid account to make an edward gorey mood set for noblerot, like we had discussed back in june. that gets to be postponed even more now that photoshop is no longer available to me. apologies.
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efforts to distract myself from wallowing are centering mostly around pumpkin carving, and seeing rasputina play tomorrow evening. not working as well as i hoped.
have also discovered a new (to me) aspect of livejournal, via jekesta, the friends of friends page. it's vast, and the posts essentially have no relevance to me. but there was that little thrill of finding some feature i didn't know about.
mrrr. fleeting thrills don't seem to be working either. shall go and grieve in private now.