Miserable again
Dropped Physics NYC today.
I really want to pass Cal II, I'll go to great lengths to do it. But God, I hate feeling like I'm running from problems. I know I'm not. I'm going to be auditing the course, Ved Bhola even said that was a good idea for next semester.
Still, I feel like shit.
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Trying to break into the bright side of things is not so easily accomplished for me. I spend way too much time kicking myself, undeservedly.
I wish things would get better, I wish I wasn't ashamed of how I feel sometimes. I wish someone got me. Not complimented or critiqued me but just understoud me. But I guess a lot of people have felt that, probably will until they get hitched. (I'm sure I've said that before)
I did some research into the degree I'd like to study; BSc in Environmental Specialization. It'll be ~63 credits and the rest will be electives. I was thinking of doing Quebec studies, bone up on my french, or something to do with Journalism. That's the plan anyway, yeah.
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Working tomorrow and then my party the day after. I hope it works out. I need to get out of this funk. out.
I really want to pass Cal II, I'll go to great lengths to do it. But God, I hate feeling like I'm running from problems. I know I'm not. I'm going to be auditing the course, Ved Bhola even said that was a good idea for next semester.
Still, I feel like shit.
...
Trying to break into the bright side of things is not so easily accomplished for me. I spend way too much time kicking myself, undeservedly.
I wish things would get better, I wish I wasn't ashamed of how I feel sometimes. I wish someone got me. Not complimented or critiqued me but just understoud me. But I guess a lot of people have felt that, probably will until they get hitched. (I'm sure I've said that before)
I did some research into the degree I'd like to study; BSc in Environmental Specialization. It'll be ~63 credits and the rest will be electives. I was thinking of doing Quebec studies, bone up on my french, or something to do with Journalism. That's the plan anyway, yeah.
...
Working tomorrow and then my party the day after. I hope it works out. I need to get out of this funk. out.