What ya got? What ya want? What ya need? Can I be your savior?

[chroniclesofash]

I'm listening to Skillet. Everytime i listen to them i get SO motivated to go on a mission trip. All these thoughts rush into my head and i'm like "I want...NO...NEED to go NOW!" When i hear those lyrics "What ya got? What ya want? What ya need? Can I be your savior?" i imagine an evangelist/missionary in a 3rd world country talking to someone and asking that and the person is just in tears to see/hear that someone is so interested. Also "Around the World" by Daft Punk. Everytime i hear that i visualize a sort of slide show full of pictures of myself and others in 3rd world countries (a lot of those pics taken in Africa and Europe) put to the music. It is a goal I have. Once i start missions and collect enough pictures for 7 minutes of music I will put said slide show together and bring it back to my home church and it could (will) change lives. That's a good goal for like our 3 year anniversary meetings. Although, that only gives me a year. Will Bridges left for Venezuela this morning. I am jealous. I have been jealous everytime they went on a trip without me. (Romania, South Africa, Mexico...) My time will come soon. I don't think I'm ready to "swim with the big fish" yet anyway, considering my only mission trip was to St. Louis and although that seemed like a 3rd world country, it was nothing even close. I heard that REALITYOUTH was planning a trip to Central America during spring break, but that was back when Steph was here so who knows what happened to that idea. Man, I'm tired.

Well, I guess that's all for now because Fernanda is sleeping and i'm getting tired, plus my camera is done charging and i want to watch the video we made last weekend.

Peace&Love!

~*Ash*~