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[chroniclesofash]

I've been really moody and extremely emo for the past few days. I don't really know why, but i hate it! I think is has something to do with Pennsylvania people. Like, i'm just so sad because i want to be able to spend enough time with everyone and i don't want it to hurt worse when it's time to leave. School has been pretty stressful too. I'm just really scared that i might not do well enough. I don't want to screw up. I'm going to work my butt off, but that may not be enough. I'm just gonna do my best and if my best isn't good enough, then...i'm screwed! I was just reading Jamie's Yahoo! profile and i got really sad! There's a pic of him there. I mean, I have pics of him, but i purposely don't look at them. I'm glad I don't have pics of like Jason or Vaness....oddly, I miss them the most. Eh, i can't even really say i miss anyone the most....i miss everyone INSANELY bad! Josh, Jamie, Jason, Vaness...and all the church people of course (jason, nat, yvonne, pat, lauren, carrie, p. joey, the reeds....EVERYONE)! Man, i know i've been talking A LOT about Pennsylvnia, probably too much, but it's my life man! Well...it was.

*sigh*

Well, I gotta go clean my room. My dad and sisters are staying here tomorrow. I'll write more later....if i feel like it.