hopefully I don't have any e-stalkers... but I doubt it.
so I've been a Debbie Downer lately but today in class I decided to be optimistic today & I was. the only bad things that happened today was that I got a D on my humanities midterm [waaaaaaaay better than I thought I would do though] & Teddy wouldn't jump start when I tried to take him to get his battery replaced. after trying to get him started I just decided to clean my room... it turned out pretty AWESOME! if I end up with this much time on my hands again I might just move around my funiture & fix my bed.
the better part of my day was my nap. I took a nap after cleaning my room then was awakened by a call from the ever so adorable Corina. she was quite starving & wanted to have some dinner with me, I obliged. we talked for a good hour which was nice... I haven't sat down & talked to someone like that in a few of days. then I went off to work where I proceeded to have fun with some of my co-workers. I never want to dance so close to some people ever again. nothing bad happened which is always a plus. then I came home & said hi to my parents & my brother when he started to tell me some really awesome news. my uncle brought his starter kit over so now Teddy can start, my brother got a huge raise at work, & tomorrow I get to work with one of my old, awesome managers.
so all in all I had a good day. I even wrote a pretty good poem in class today [or at least I think so]. started me off on my optimistic day.
I hold my breath...
hoping you'll get it right.
I lose my air...
saying it over & over.
I waste my tears...
worrying about life.
There's only so much I can do,
but if you don't listen
then it's out of my hands.
But I'm worth it.
If I can see that,
why can't you?
I'm worth being happy
& it doesn't take much.
I'm worth being loved
& it isn't hard to do.
I'm worth being cared for.
I'm worth it all.
the better part of my day was my nap. I took a nap after cleaning my room then was awakened by a call from the ever so adorable Corina. she was quite starving & wanted to have some dinner with me, I obliged. we talked for a good hour which was nice... I haven't sat down & talked to someone like that in a few of days. then I went off to work where I proceeded to have fun with some of my co-workers. I never want to dance so close to some people ever again. nothing bad happened which is always a plus. then I came home & said hi to my parents & my brother when he started to tell me some really awesome news. my uncle brought his starter kit over so now Teddy can start, my brother got a huge raise at work, & tomorrow I get to work with one of my old, awesome managers.
so all in all I had a good day. I even wrote a pretty good poem in class today [or at least I think so]. started me off on my optimistic day.
I hold my breath...
hoping you'll get it right.
I lose my air...
saying it over & over.
I waste my tears...
worrying about life.
There's only so much I can do,
but if you don't listen
then it's out of my hands.
But I'm worth it.
If I can see that,
why can't you?
I'm worth being happy
& it doesn't take much.
I'm worth being loved
& it isn't hard to do.
I'm worth being cared for.
I'm worth it all.