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**Sigh**
Am I really so bad looking? Wait, dont answer that because either way Im gonna be pissed. You'll either say, "No you're beautiful!" and I'll think you lying. And if you say "Well, yeah, you're fat!" Im gonna just be flat out angry. I just can't believe what I've been hearing lately and I just hate myself more and more everyday. I don't even feel remotely pretty. I didnt think I was doing too bad really, since I'd lost Jacob two months ago... But whatever I guess. Still cant seem to do anything with my hair.
I feel like crying and rather helpless for some reason.
Am I really so bad looking? Wait, dont answer that because either way Im gonna be pissed. You'll either say, "No you're beautiful!" and I'll think you lying. And if you say "Well, yeah, you're fat!" Im gonna just be flat out angry. I just can't believe what I've been hearing lately and I just hate myself more and more everyday. I don't even feel remotely pretty. I didnt think I was doing too bad really, since I'd lost Jacob two months ago... But whatever I guess. Still cant seem to do anything with my hair.
I feel like crying and rather helpless for some reason.