May 11, 2006 00:52
Yesterday morning, I felt sluggish, depressed and worried. I felt my momentum slipping away…and it’s only a matter of time before I hit the ground. It wasn’t inspiration that kept me afloat in this business. I realized I was just too lucky to have a lot of resources. Had it not been for my folks, I would’ve ended up broke and looking for another job yet again.
All these things have been bothering me that morning. I didn’t even know how it started, but it dawned on me all of a sudden that if I don’t work on my own steam, I would lose all these momentum pretty soon.
That afternoon, it was a good thing I bumped in to my old pals. The band, Radioactive Sago Project and I met by chance in this event held at the Shangri-La Hotel in Makati. It’s been a long time since I hang out with these guys and now I felt as if I was back in my college days again. I got the chance to hangout with them like old times and it really feels good to be remembered by them after all those months. We shared a few laughs and it was great. I almost forgot that I had a job to attend to that time, but it didn’t matter anymore. You just can’t afford to miss times like that.
I’ll resume all that worrying shit later on.