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Ryan,
Obviously you dont want to listen, or talk to me. So this is the only way I feel I can communicate with you.
I had a major break down today. I mean worse than anyother break down. Im sorry for being selfish because I didnt care what you were doing. I expected you to drop everything for me. Thats not right or cool. I just really need Jason there because he always knows just what to say. I have to learn to cope with my problems and not expect him to be there ever second. Im sorry that I relied on you to make that happen. I defenitly appericiate you taking and picking him up, or staying longer than what you planned for me. I took that for granit. Im really sorry. I dont want you to be mad at me. Im really sorry and need to learn to respect you better than what I do. If it wasnt for you I would be able to see Jason as much as I do. I am seriously thankful for you and you being the sweet person you are. You do mean a lot to me in a friendship way. I can talk to you about a lot of things, and obviously you talk to me about a lot of things.....I guess all I can say is sorry. I know you might think its words but im seriously sorry............
Lindsey