Where's my fairytale happy ending?
I've been reading idk how many posts of the Miroticon Bangkok.
Even though I can tell myself that it wasn't the best concert by TVXQ, and there's more to come... I know I'm pretty much (VERY) sad about missing the concert ):
It would have been a very memorable experience and better yet, there would be my favourite songs of all time.
Mirotic Album surprisingly has the most number of my favourite songs (yeah my list is long, but still!)
What really triggered this whole sadness and emo-ness, aka distraction from homework and math...
Was this fan account of "Are You A Good Girl?"
): Apparently the dancing and the whole "setup" by the boys... Sitting and gyrating hips (cough 8D)... and awesome dance moves... was just unbelievable...
I really loveeeee Are You A Good Girl?... I'm quite sad there wasn't an mv or something but I took all sorts of dls of their perfs and I just couldnt get enough. And one more thing, they ALL look hot and smoldering. It's just the whole thing with this song that really makes them ALL hot and me go "GAHHHHH!".
And I missed seeing it live and upclose ):
I'm not really close to anyone who went for the concert so that's worse... I don't get to really experience it "personally" and here it. I read snippets from dbsg etc... and people's description. Not very vivid words, not perfect grammar... but the imagery's just saddening.
It's like *stab* I *stab* missed *stabstab* the concert *stabstabstab* of my lifetime.
My fave generation of the boys. And my favourite songs... *shot*
): TVXQ used to be my distraction from emo-things in life. But now, I've "matured" and gained "enlightenment" about these emo-things.
It's still there... But now I get emo over TVXQ too ))): Cause they're so within reach (for that brief period)... But they just "went off the menu" in a flash.
Tokyo Dome ): My favourite concert hall of all time; HSJ, KATTUN, Tohoshinki, etc.
And guess when I went there!
WHEN THERE WERE NO IDOLS THERE OR WHATSOEVER. I ENTERED AN EMPTY STADIUM ):
Talk about suckyyyyyyyyyy timing!):
Shucks back to "studying" but I doubt I can even concentrate.
Let's just say TVXQ-issues sadden me and yet, make me so happy, exhilarated... ):
And stuff like love...
psh I don't even want to think about it. It's not even "shot" it would be like *bullet through heart AND head*
Why can't there be happy endings all the time?
I haven't had MY fairytale happy ending... ):