If tomorrow never comes
I just went on myspace and and saw that kid, David's myspace page. Its so sad. People are still leaving him comments about how much they miss him and love him. Its so depressing to see that. And it was just 5 days before his birthday that he died too. Not to mention it was also his Senior year in high school. Its like a Senior in high school dies every November now. Last year was Jean Jacobs and now David. I lost a best friend when I was little and never got to say goodbye to him. Of course I was 8 years old and was still trying to grasp the concept of death and now thinking about it makes me feel sick that I will never see him again in my entire life. I have no clue what I would do now if somebody like Tiffany, Ericka, Ashley or Cassie died. It would probably kill me inside. I also looked at his girlfriend's page. I cant imagine what shes going through. If I lost Rick I dont know what I would do. I dont think I would be able to go on. Im absolutly sure that we belong together and I have never been more sure of anything in my entire life. I love him more than I could love anything in this world. After I had been hurt, used and lost trust in pretty much every guy.. this amzing person comes into my life and truly shows me what love is. Now I actually understand what my mother told me the day after she found out about me and Dean. when she was trying to explain to me that she and my dad loved each other and I couldnt understand what love meant and didnt think a guy could ever love me back. But Rick does, and I thank god everyday that I have him. I pray for my family, friends and even people who I dont even like every night, because one day they will be gone and maybe some people wont miss them, but others will. Everybody makes a differnce in at least one person's life..im finally starting to realize that as I get older and understanding that I wont live forever and neither will anybody else so you have to make sure that you tell your family and friends that you love them at least 75384765876238562837658754743678658236582852852852875827582752835825628526 times a day. So that way in case they do pass on they know you cared for them and loved them.
Sometimes late at night
I lie awake and watch her sleeping
She’s lost in peaceful dreams
So I turn out the lights and lay there in the dark
And the thought crosses my mind
If I never wake up in the morning
Would she ever doubt the way I feel
About her in my heart
If tomorrow never comes
Will she know how much I loved her
Did I try in every way to show her every day
That she’s my only one
And if my time on earth were through
And she must face the world without me
Is the love I gave her in the past
Gonna be enough to last
If tomorrow never comes
’cause I’ve lost loved ones in my life
Who never knew how much I loved them
Now I live with the regret
That my true feelings for them never were revealed
So I made a promise to myself
To say each day how much she means to me
And avoid that circumstance
Where there’s no second chance to tell her how I feel
So tell that someone that you love
Just what you’re thinking of
If tomorrow never comes
Sometimes late at night
I lie awake and watch her sleeping
She’s lost in peaceful dreams
So I turn out the lights and lay there in the dark
And the thought crosses my mind
If I never wake up in the morning
Would she ever doubt the way I feel
About her in my heart
If tomorrow never comes
Will she know how much I loved her
Did I try in every way to show her every day
That she’s my only one
And if my time on earth were through
And she must face the world without me
Is the love I gave her in the past
Gonna be enough to last
If tomorrow never comes
’cause I’ve lost loved ones in my life
Who never knew how much I loved them
Now I live with the regret
That my true feelings for them never were revealed
So I made a promise to myself
To say each day how much she means to me
And avoid that circumstance
Where there’s no second chance to tell her how I feel
So tell that someone that you love
Just what you’re thinking of
If tomorrow never comes