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Just talking about certain things makes you realize that your growing up. Like college, and moving out and stuff like that. You start to realize after awhile that your turning into your mother and you dont make as many play dates with your friends as you used to unless you and your friends are all single. Sometimes I miss that. I hate the saturdays where I have to sit here and do nothing while my boyfriend is out with his friends and all my friends are out with their boyfriends. I know he needs some quality time with his friends and that I shouldnt be mad at him but I do get mad. So mad to the point where Im just ready to say "lets break up". I know that would be the biggest mistake of my life though. I love him. Its just frustrating is all. I wish I could be 10 years old again when life made so much more sense and was so much easier. I hate growing up but yet Im excited to graduate..or maybe im not. I have no clue what I want in life.