May 24, 2003 20:03
I seriously feel like I am dying. I dont know what is wrong with me, or why I am feeling like this. It just all of the sudden hit me. I know I should have told someone about this sooner, but I didnt want to worry anyone. Thats not my style. I dont like when people worry about me, it makes me feel helpless and I am far from that. It's just this time I cant seem to feel better. *Sighs* Maybe I should break down and go to the doctor. I dunno, maybe I will, maybe I wont. I dont know. Either way I will not stay away from a show. That is all I have. And no one or no sickness is going to stop me from doing what I love. I know Im stubborn, but oh well. I think I am going to go and lie down for awhile since right now it seems like I am the only one on the bus right now. Later.
Fuzzy