May 03, 2003 22:16
Ok.Lately, I have been noticing little things about people, and they are beginning to piss me off. Why is it when someone leaves, you have to leave also? Is there no one else that is special or hell even worthy enough to talk to you? I hate sounding like I am, but I can not hold it in any longer. No one ever listens to me. This is my journal, and I am allowed to say what I want in it. So here goes. I do not know when this all got so out of hand. Not that I talked to the guys much before, but now all there is, is silence. No one hardly ever speaks unless needed. I try and talk to Benji. He will say one word or maybe two if I am lucky that day, then that is the end of it. It seems as if everyone has became that way. That is why I never sign on anymore. What is the point? I try. Sometimes to hard to get people to like me. I know when people think of Good Charlotte, they think of Benji, Joel, Billy, and Paul. You tell them there are 5 members and there like yeah sure, ok. No one knows me. And no one tries to get to know me. I dont know what else I can do. When the people that are supposed to be like my brothers wont even talk to me, kinda makes you not want to try and meet others. Or it does me anyways.
Chris