today was good.
"i am at ease in the arms of a woman
although now, most of my days are spent alone
i'm a thousand miles from the place i was born
but when she wakes me, she takes me back home...
now most days i spend like a child
who's afraid of ghosts...
i know there aint nothing out there
im still afraid to turn on the lights"
its all getting easier, and it's all going on, just like everyone said (which i never believed.) im already used to the echo of my own voice against my walls, instead of it being followed by yours. so, i guess a farewell is due. i hope everything works out great for you, and i hope everything goes well, and according to plan.
i know it's not easy for you, and i've watched you suffer in a broken home. i've seen how noone cares for you like they should, and i've seen the hurt that you hold back. you never deserved a life like this, honestly. you really do deserve the world. you deserve a real dad, and a better home. somehow you make it okay, and i smile at how you make it through. i guess im a hypocrite for leaving when you finally found something that you thought you could rely on. im sorry, i'm not what i'm cracked up to be. i wish i was though...
you'll do great kid.
although now, most of my days are spent alone
i'm a thousand miles from the place i was born
but when she wakes me, she takes me back home...
now most days i spend like a child
who's afraid of ghosts...
i know there aint nothing out there
im still afraid to turn on the lights"
its all getting easier, and it's all going on, just like everyone said (which i never believed.) im already used to the echo of my own voice against my walls, instead of it being followed by yours. so, i guess a farewell is due. i hope everything works out great for you, and i hope everything goes well, and according to plan.
i know it's not easy for you, and i've watched you suffer in a broken home. i've seen how noone cares for you like they should, and i've seen the hurt that you hold back. you never deserved a life like this, honestly. you really do deserve the world. you deserve a real dad, and a better home. somehow you make it okay, and i smile at how you make it through. i guess im a hypocrite for leaving when you finally found something that you thought you could rely on. im sorry, i'm not what i'm cracked up to be. i wish i was though...
you'll do great kid.