Feb 19, 2006 06:31
lately, i've been doing a lot of soul searching
and i've pretty much been finding you everywhere i look.
i can't get you out of my head, ever.
would it be failure if i gave up and let you be with him? or would it be success, because i know that stealing my good friends girlfriend is wrong? turn the tables. would it be success because you're actually mine and we both feel this is right? or could it be failure... because i'd be striped of probity and anything just in my heart.
i mean, i guess we're really just wasting our time in the end anyway, because i don't believe that i could ever have faith in your kind of "love." its all a painted piece of bullshit if you ask me. but if you believe in it, and so does he... and you start to find it together. idk. congrats i guess.
i probably wouldnt make you happy anyway.