Some Poems....
I look in the mirror and what do I see?
A person who never stops crying
A person that is not me
A person that hurts
A person in pain
A person who lost it
A person who is insane
A person that worries
All day and all night
A person who is scared
A person in fright
A person I don't like
A person I don't want to be
A person who knows
You will never love me.
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If you knew how much i really feel.
The love i hide would never seem real.
I need your love to set me free.
Cuz without you my life's a mystery.
It seems that every second is a year.
When i know i cant have you here.
Your on my mind day and night.
Why cant you see that your my life.
I need you so much but it's plain to see.
That your only in my dreams and my fantasy.
If i could spend a second with you.
It would be like my life turned from old to new.
You're the wind and sea time after time.
I cant bare to think that you would never be mine.
Cuz every step and breath you take.
Makes me see that you're something i can't replace.
It's hard to be in love with someone you cant have.
The feelings the future it always lasts.
You'll be in my heart until i die.
So i just hope my life will soon fly by.
I will know when my fantasy dream has come true.
The day that I can confess, my love for you.
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From the moment you walked out I couldnt believe my eyes.
I tried to get closer but it was too hard to try.
You were standing right before me like an angel in reality.
It felt like a dream and was too hard to believe.
And then you started speaking.
Your voice just made me melt.
I really wanted to tell you just how much i felt.
You eyes told me something ive never heard before.
Then i came to realise that i was wanting you more.
And at that very moment i just had to cry.
I kept thinking to myself but now i know why.
It was knowing that we could never be as one.
And realising that only half my dream had come.
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Thoughts race into my head
when i know you are around
I tense up when i hear you
I dont make a single sound
I've had these feelings for so long
but they've always been kept inside
today's the day i tell you
forever i cannot hide
I'm sure you'll laugh in my face
or tell everyone in site
that i've had these feelings for you
and i cry myself to sleep every night
I cry becuase i know i cant have you
for you i'm not even good enough
I'm sure i'll get over you one day
but i know it will be tough
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If loving you is wrong
then my heart knows not what is right
i cry myself to sleep
every second of every night
what is there to do?
what is there to say?
i know i cant have you
but i still give my heart away
i'd walk a thousand miles
and cry a thousand tears
just to know your love would be waiting
but what is there to feel?
i know i cant have you
but i still give my love away
you are my dream come true
i wished upon a star for you
but what am i to do?
i know i cant have you
but i still give myself away
A person who never stops crying
A person that is not me
A person that hurts
A person in pain
A person who lost it
A person who is insane
A person that worries
All day and all night
A person who is scared
A person in fright
A person I don't like
A person I don't want to be
A person who knows
You will never love me.
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If you knew how much i really feel.
The love i hide would never seem real.
I need your love to set me free.
Cuz without you my life's a mystery.
It seems that every second is a year.
When i know i cant have you here.
Your on my mind day and night.
Why cant you see that your my life.
I need you so much but it's plain to see.
That your only in my dreams and my fantasy.
If i could spend a second with you.
It would be like my life turned from old to new.
You're the wind and sea time after time.
I cant bare to think that you would never be mine.
Cuz every step and breath you take.
Makes me see that you're something i can't replace.
It's hard to be in love with someone you cant have.
The feelings the future it always lasts.
You'll be in my heart until i die.
So i just hope my life will soon fly by.
I will know when my fantasy dream has come true.
The day that I can confess, my love for you.
xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
From the moment you walked out I couldnt believe my eyes.
I tried to get closer but it was too hard to try.
You were standing right before me like an angel in reality.
It felt like a dream and was too hard to believe.
And then you started speaking.
Your voice just made me melt.
I really wanted to tell you just how much i felt.
You eyes told me something ive never heard before.
Then i came to realise that i was wanting you more.
And at that very moment i just had to cry.
I kept thinking to myself but now i know why.
It was knowing that we could never be as one.
And realising that only half my dream had come.
xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
Thoughts race into my head
when i know you are around
I tense up when i hear you
I dont make a single sound
I've had these feelings for so long
but they've always been kept inside
today's the day i tell you
forever i cannot hide
I'm sure you'll laugh in my face
or tell everyone in site
that i've had these feelings for you
and i cry myself to sleep every night
I cry becuase i know i cant have you
for you i'm not even good enough
I'm sure i'll get over you one day
but i know it will be tough
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If loving you is wrong
then my heart knows not what is right
i cry myself to sleep
every second of every night
what is there to do?
what is there to say?
i know i cant have you
but i still give my heart away
i'd walk a thousand miles
and cry a thousand tears
just to know your love would be waiting
but what is there to feel?
i know i cant have you
but i still give my love away
you are my dream come true
i wished upon a star for you
but what am i to do?
i know i cant have you
but i still give myself away