Realizations
Was hoping to make this a rather upbeat post, but I just can't get over some of the shit that happened just before I left work (and the pissy attitude I had that followed). I mean, I was having a good day, enjoying myself and such and come to find out that some of the night girls (I don't even know who) are saying that the customers are telling them that I'm letting them go farther then everyone else. Okay, so I'm sorry, but it's not the truth, but at this point, I kinda wanna keep my job, so I'll just eat a little humble pie and try and follow the rules. I mean, I like it here, I really do, but I guess some of the girls don't like that I just try and hustle all the time. I mean, I'm sorry, but I'm here to work, not socialize...or maybe that's me and I've got it wrong...dunno. As for the rest of things, I've been working on tagging all my livejournal entires with what the post is about...get this- I've only gotten through 2004 as of this post (by the time I'm finished tonight, I hope to have it done up to 2006 at least!) Anyways, was looking over some of my older posts, and you guys were right- I used to bitch A LOT...that and I see where people could see that I had issues with my drinking, but hopefully I'm better now. Just some food for thought is all.